Fri Feb 10 2012
Departments
National Issues

Apostle of our inner genius
by Robert C. Koehler
December 17, 2009

“Go home and write anything that comes to your mind. Don’t stop. Write for ten minutes or till you’ve filled a whole page.”

Ken Macrorie said this just in time, as far as I’m concerned.

The date was May 5, 1964. I was still in high school, a month shy of graduation. That fall I’d be going off to Western Michigan University, in Kalamazoo, 120 miles from suburban Detroit where I grew up. I had never heard of Ken Macrorie, had no idea he was a member of the English Department who taught classes called freshman comp and advanced writing.

I had no idea the man who would become my mentor, lifelong friend, coach and truth-telling goad — my best teacher — had just had the biggest breakthrough of his career, and my destiny in two years was to have him change my life as a consequence of that breakthrough. I was going to Western on a hunch, an ironic shrug. I almost joined the Army — I was seeking, I think, some sort of reality shock therapy. I was sick of school, bored, confused, desperately looking for something I couldn’t even begin to name.

I chose Western, finally, because it wasn’t the University of Michigan (where 95 percent of my college-bound classmates dutifully trudged), and because the nation’s leading scorer in college basketball that winter was WMU star Manny Newsome. So much for rational decision-making.

I’m thinking about all this because I learned only recently of Ken’s death. He died in July, at age 90. We’d corresponded for many years, but had fallen out of touch in the last few years as Alzheimer’s set in, a process he’d joked about (“it got me out of jury duty the other day”) and described in one e-mail as “fascinating.” A lover of Joycean wordplay, he said in another letter, “I’m making ugh-ress again” — but I wasn’t sure if he meant in his life or on his latest book, or if he was just glad his computer was working again. I’m making “ugh-ress” myself today; it’s the best I can hope for.

What a gentle soul he was. He signed most of his letters “Love, Ken.” I’ve never had a more encouraging teacher. He was a genius at encouragement, showing such delight in honest and surprising writing from his students — such joy, such ecstasy over what he called truth-telling — that his commentary had the power of a blessing. When he praised a sentence I had written, a phrase I had loosed, he did it with such piercing enthusiasm, I felt like Faulkner. I felt like Shakespeare.

But that was his shocking message to us: that we had it in us. “In every work of genius,” wrote Emerson in “Self-Reliance,” “we find our own rejected thoughts.” This quote was written on the blackboard of his advanced writing class one fall morning in 1966 and I copied it into my notebook. In the four-plus decades since, I’ve never felt far from those words, as they apply to me or to anyone else. I gladly proclaim myself an apostle of both Emerson and Macrorie — an apostle of everyone’s inner genius.

What an academic heretic Ken was. He spent the first 16 years of his teaching career, beginning in the late ’40s, struggling with a system that disdained undergraduates and mercilessly belittled their work. The writing such a system squeezed from students was hollow, turgid and grammatical. “This dehydrated manner of producing writing that is never read is the contribution of the English teacher to the total university,” he wrote in his 1970 book, Uptaught.

But the worst frustration of all, as he explained in Uptaught, was with his own teaching, which produced the same deathly, say-nothing prose, such as these typical sentences from a student essay, which he quotes in the book: “I consider experience to be an important part in the process of learning. For example, in the case of an athlete, experience plays an important role.” He eventually found a name for such dead language — “Engfish” — and knew it was the product of a system that was squeezing the life out of students and teachers alike. He vowed to find a way to defrock Engfish.

The instructions to his class in the spring of 1964 — “free writing,” as he came to call it — were delivered in desperation. All he wanted was honest language, shreds of truth, words that mattered to the writer. The results of these instructions, revealed in the next class, may have seemed to Ken like the equivalent of Edison’s first light bulb: bursts of clarion imagery and careening emotions, irreverence, humor, irony, anger . . . truth.

By the time I found my way into his class, two years later, he had developed a teaching method with free writing at its core. He worked us hard and expected us to be tough and disciplined with ourselves, but his expectations were delivered with joyous enthusiasm. My inhibitions cracked and buckled under his enthusiasm; I let myself go and found my writer’s soul and life purpose in his class.

Ken has passed on and I mourn his death, but no way is he gone. He’s still here, deep in my writing subconscious, urging me toward ever more vulnerable honesty, blessing each right word, cheering for me when I’m otherwise alone with a blank computer screen.

Robert Koehler is an award-winning, Chicago-based journalist and nationally syndicated writer. You can respond to this column at koehlercw@gmail.com or visit his Web site at commonwonders.com.) © 2009 Tribune Media Services, Inc.


Recent National Issues Articles

McCain could have meant Less War
  December 31, 2009
  David Swanson

Healthcare mandate vs. the Constitution
  December 24, 2009
  David Swanson

A healthy economy
  December 24, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Apostle of our inner genius
  December 17, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Wars or jobs: decide now
  December 14, 2009
  David Swanson

Are Americans Too Broken for the Truth to Set Us Free?
  December 13, 2009
  Bruce E. Levine

The school-to-prison pipeline
  December 11, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Kucinich circulating privileged resolutions to end wars in Afghanistan and Pakistan
  December 10, 2009
  David Swanson

National security state still killing John F Kennedy
  December 7, 2009
  Pete Johnson

Richard Viguerie calls GOP litmus tests "Well intentioned," but urges replacement of Republican establishment leaders
  December 3, 2009
  Bob Sturm

Craziest Obavietghanistan speech moments
  December 2, 2009
  David Swanson

New civil resistance coalition formed to end the war
  December 1, 2009
  Cindy Sheehan

Anti-Americans
  November 24, 2009
  Christopher Bifani

Why can't we do to DC what we did to Seattle?
  November 19, 2009
  David Swanson

They should get a union
  November 17, 2009
  David Swanson

KSM and MSM
  November 17, 2009
  David Swanson

The two percent robustness
  November 15, 2009
  David Swanson

Between hate speech and adoration
  November 15, 2009
  David Swanson

Pelosi arrested us for asking for healthcare
  November 15, 2009
  Dan Hodges, Chair, Health Care for All-California

Over 2,200 veterans died in 2008 due to lack of health insurance
  November 15, 2009
  Physicians for a National Health Program

Isolated incident
  November 15, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Come together right now
  November 15, 2009
  David Swanson

Joel Peresman of the Rock Hall Foundation says the time has come today
  November 4, 2009
  Harvey Wasserman

Between hate speech and adoration
  November 2, 2009
  David Swanson

Preview of Ramzy Baroud's 'My Father was a Freedom Fighter'
  October 29, 2009
  Stephen Lendman

Why I am risking arrest for Medicare for all
  October 29, 2009
  Margaret Flowers, M.D., Congressional Fellow, Physicians for a National Health Program

Single-eye vision
  October 29, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Did Obama/McCain choice matter?
  October 28, 2009
  David Swanson

No one else will stop the killing -- Veteran's group to members: Multiply resistance by any peaceful means available
  October 27, 2009
  Mike Ferner

Accepting the prize
  October 26, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Glen Ford speaks in Columbus
  October 26, 2009
  Free Press

Heavy Traffic
  October 23, 2009
  Terence Robertson

Who SHOULD Decide About War?
  October 14, 2009
   By David Swanson

Starting Another Year of War in Afghanistan
  October 14, 2009
  Norman Solomon

Congress must pass single-payer health care now!
  September 30, 2009
  Cynthia McKinney

U.S. Drug War Priorities in Need of Re-Evaluation
  September 16, 2009
  Mary Jane Borden

Senator Kennedy visits then Cleveland City Councilman
  August 26, 2009
  Representative Dennis Kucinich

Govt-funded reporter urged lynching of Black Congresswoman
  August 24, 2009
  David Swanson

HEALTH CARE WANTED: DEAD OR ALIVE
  August 20, 2009
  Congressman Dennis Kucinich

Oligarchy rules the health care debate
  August 20, 2009
  Pete Johnson

Six months of immunity
  August 7, 2009
  David Swanson

Grand theft auto: how Stevie the Rat bankrupted GM
  August 7, 2009
  Greg Palast

The perfect storm
  July 29, 2009
  Don Ruben

The Joint Public-Option Single-Payer United Front
  July 29, 2009
  David Swanson

Breaking sarcasm: Holder Joins Conyers in Demanding Action
  July 26, 2009
  David Swanson

If media were any good
  July 22, 2009
  David Swanson

I've Seen 1,200 Torture Photos
  July 22, 2009
  david swanson

California should pay its people in pot
  July 9, 2009
  “Thomas Paine”

How to trap a torture judge
  July 8, 2009
  Cynthia Papermaster and Susan Harman, ImpeachBybee.org

A Campaign Proposal for Progressives* Two Ways to Pay As You Go
  July 8, 2009
  David Swanson

Declaration of Indictment
  July 7, 2009
  David Swanson

Remove the filibuster from the Senate rules
  July 7, 2009
  David Swanson

The Emperor's seven signing statements
  July 6, 2009
  David Swanson

Letter to Obama from a dying friend
  July 4, 2009
  Robert Ellis Gordon and Paul Rogat Loeb

Honor our hemp-raising patriot heroes
  July 3, 2009
  “Thomas Paine”

Breaking: Minnesota Supreme Court unanimously finds Franken winner
  June 30, 2009
  Brad Blog

Why demand to prosecute torture will grow
  June 28, 2009
  David Swanson

The Iron Triangle
  June 26, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

The rise of single-payer health care
  June 25, 2009
  David Swanson

Trading press events for votes: What should press do?
  June 24, 2009
  David Swanson

U.S. government threatens to prosecute waterboarding
  June 22, 2009
  David Swanson

Gutting the health care plan: the scorpion and the Congress
  June 22, 2009
  Paul Rogat Loeb

Darth Vader Cheney and the next attack
  June 17, 2009
  Pete Johnson

Justice for the privileged
  June 11, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

The Omnibus CYA Act of 2009
  June 11, 2009
  David Swanson

We don't need the General Motors Corporation
  June 8, 2009
  Mike Ferner

New report casts exclusion of single payer option as a question of democracy and human rights
  May 27, 2009
  Cathy Albisa

Peace rising
  May 27, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Democratic Socialists? Dems Not Half That Good
  May 25, 2009
  Bob Fitrakis

Give workers what they need!
  May 24, 2009
  Dick Meister

Priorities
  May 21, 2009
  David Swanson

Never Again
  May 21, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

George & the Water Board
  May 18, 2009
  David Swanson

76 members of Congress oppose staying in Afghanistan forever
  May 18, 2009
  David Swanson

Holder's plans as clear as Gonzales' memory
  May 17, 2009
  David Swanson

Why isn't Obama turning to the Credit Unions?
  May 12, 2009
  Bob Fitrakis & Harvey Wasserman

Connell's sister now doubts plane crash was accident
  May 10, 2009
  Ralph Lopez

Renters caught in squeeze face eviction
  May 9, 2009
  Gary Baumgarten

Interview with Dr. Margaret Flowers, arrested Tuesday on Capitol Hill, part two
  May 9, 2009
  Joan Brunwasser

Why we risked arrest for single-payer health care
  May 9, 2009
  Margaret Flowers, M.D.

Not outraged about torture?
  May 8, 2009
  Pete Johnson, Free Press staff

Take your torture photos to church day
  May 8, 2009
  David Swanson

The hounds of heaven
  May 7, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Pay to play politics is unacceptable for health care reform
  May 7, 2009
  Kevin Zeese

It's national Nancy Off the Table Day
  May 7, 2009
  David Swanson

President Obama's war budget: analyzing the numbers
  May 6, 2009
  Jeff Leys, Voices for Creative Nonviolence

Give everyone healthcare by shutting down insurance companies
  May 5, 2009
  David Swanson

Torture and treason
  May 2, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

The wrong torture question
  May 1, 2009
  David Swanson

The prosecution of George W. Bush and Dick Cheney
  April 26, 2009
  Free Press staff

The prosecution of torturers
  April 23, 2009
  Free Press Editorial

Rule of law vetoed by President Obama
  April 23, 2009
  Joel S. Hirschhorn

Take heart and have courage
  April 22, 2009
  David Swanson

Karl Rove still not arrested
  April 20, 2009
  nation.of.gandhis

Hard times for African-American workers
  April 18, 2009
  Dick Meister

Forced patriotism
  April 16, 2009
  Gary Baumgarten

Geo-insanity's latest mutation
  April 13, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Changing the rules of the blame game
  April 12, 2009
  Bill Moyers and Michael Winship

War casualties at home
  April 10, 2009
  Gary Baumgarten

Capitalism's self-inflicted apocalypse
  April 7, 2009
  Michael Parenti interviewed by Jason Miller

MoveOn is not new to supporting war
  April 3, 2009
  David Swanson

Is this the best we can do?
  April 2, 2009
  Dan DeWalt, Charlotte Dennett, John Nirenberg and Martha Hennessy

Happy Birthday, Cesar Chavez!
  March 31, 2009
  David Swanson

Capitalist Incarnate: My interview with a vampire
  March 29, 2009
  Jason Miller

Baseball: More than a man's game
  March 28, 2009
  Dick Meister

Let's truly honor Cesar Chavez
  March 22, 2009
  Dick Meister

A modest proposal
  March 19, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Breaking: Peace activists arrested at Pentagon
  March 17, 2009
  David Swanson

Government stands in the way of financial security of small farmers: NAIS program is source of deep concern
  March 16, 2009
  Mark Huntress

A New Deal for American Workers
  March 14, 2009
  Dick Meister

Bill Moyers Journal: Interview with Simon Johnson
  March 9, 2009
  Bill Moyers

Join a union, get fired
  March 7, 2009
  Dick Meister

Oregon Plumbers Local Endorses HR 676
  March 7, 2009
  Kay Tillow

Appoint a special prosecutor
  March 4, 2009
  David Swanson

Kids for cash
  February 24, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Washington & Lafayette get stoned & talk marriage
  February 22, 2009
  "Thomas Paine"

An RX for nurses -- and us, too
  February 22, 2009
  Dick Meister

Jobs may decline, unions won't
  February 20, 2009
  Dick Meister

Cross of irony
  February 19, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Coffee entrepreneur brewing trouble for George W. Bush
  February 19, 2009
  Stephen Pizzo

Perriello, peace and justice
  February 18, 2009
  David Swanson

What President Obama should say
  February 17, 2009
  Free Press Editorial

Truth and healing
  February 12, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

The problem with truth, reconciliation, and commissions
  February 10, 2009
  David Swanson

Sit down! Sit down!
  February 10, 2009
  Dick Meister

Abandoning torture, but what about war?
  February 8, 2009
  David Swanson

... No intelligent life down here
  February 8, 2009
  Christopher Bifani

Keeping the Bush era viable
  February 7, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Bolsheviks in Seattle?
  February 2, 2009
  Dick Meister

New letter from Leonard Peltier: A hero’s welcome
  February 2, 2009
  Leonard Peltier

Holding Rove in inherent contempt
  January 27, 2009
  David Swanson

Missing the train on the recovery package
  January 24, 2009
  Deron Lovaas and Paul Loeb

President Obama must free Leonard Peltier
  January 23, 2009
  Bob Fitrakis & Harvey Wasserman

Dangerous executive orders
  January 23, 2009
  David Swanson

Childish things
  January 22, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

A New Day
  January 21, 2009
  Malcolm J.

The shirt off my mother's back
  January 20, 2009
  Gabrielle Burton

Not to remain silent
  January 20, 2009
  Jim Miles

Be the peace
  January 7, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

For the health of all: Camp Hope
  January 5, 2009
  Mike Ferner

Bill Richardson - Kissinger-American
  January 5, 2009
  Greg Palast, excerpted from Armed Madhouse

The future of civilization
  January 1, 2009
  Robert C. Koehler

Camp hope holds Obama to "Change" pledge
  January 1, 2009
  Mike Ferner




Read National Issues Articles by Year:
2012 2011 2010 2009 2008 2007 2006 2005 2004 2003 2002 2001 2000



FREE PRESS EMAIL UPDATE


Donate to The Free Press The Free Press Store

FOLLOW US ON
twitter
facebook


SEARCH THE FREEPRESS




1021 E. Broad St. Columbus, OH 43205 | 614.253.2571 | truth@freepress.org
All content © 1970-2012 The Columbus Free Press
Disclaimer